vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- happy again i really love pat. we talked yesterday cuz i kinda awnted to break up with him and eveything he was hurt but was like do you. he said there's no coming back after this i was just scared shitless cuz then everything we had and did is gone. i mean damn. so we stayed together. i told him what i didnt like and ha apologized to me about lying and he was like i dont want you not to trust me i couldnt take that. cuz then i knew i'd staring see other guys like cheating. he knows. he really is a smart guy. yesterday i called up gina and all i missed my best friend! im sooo glad she and benny broke up! it was the best thing that could happen to her. she's scared of benny and i feel bad cuz she knows i would kill him. i on the other hand, am not scared of beny i will kill him. and i got pat on my side sheet, its a rap cuz i knoe him. he'll try and fuck with us. i will kill him. anyhoo lol im at school now and im kinda late so eh fuck it. a bomb went off in the city today and pat was in the city this mornng in know he was. im trying to call him, i cant get through to him, and im getting scared. i swear to god if something happens i wont know what to do with myself. im gonna try callin him again soon. god i love that man. i cant wait to move in with him and love him. and he can love me. :-) VxXen
7:57 a.m. - May 05, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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