vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- gettin there my life really, really sucks right about now. im in love with kenny, which really is the best part in all this, the brooklyn guy is gone, thank god, cuz he was gettin on my last friggin' nerves, wven though he was good. mt mom is apain in my ass so is my dad, and i want to go back school, but im not motivated anymore, im so tireda and depressed that i try to snap out of it, i really do but its hard and i give up too easily. Kenny and i are good friends now even though i fucked that up royally and i miss him so much even though we talk like nothings wrong. i cant see him anymore cuz my parents had a titty fit, cuz i got vaught with a porno. dear god! like that's the worse thing in the world! lol oh well it sounds really stupid and i want to go to culicary school, and i got shot down by mom saying it's too much money, you wont stick to it, you never finish what you start and yada, yada, yada. i heard it all before...changed the record. oh well im gonna keep trying or whatnot and last night Kenny said that he was proud of me. and that he was talking to his sister sbout me and what i want to do and all that good stuff you should have seen my face when he told me that! i was so happy that finally! someone's telling me how proud they are of me! YAY! so now im gonna go back to sleep cuz im so tired cuz my mom and sis do not have consideration when gettin ready for work and school i mean goodamn!! ~VxXen 9:00 a.m. - January 23, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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