vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Grrrrr! its pretty sad when u dont have anything to talk/write about. ever since i started seeing my therapist i have less to talk about lol george is still there in the background somewhere. but sex needs to get better. and without liquor, i might add. but it is nice when we fall asleep and he holds me. robert this new dude who i *KNOW* is a jerk but still texts me anyway. i have no patience nor desire to hang out or deal with more shit on my plate. (ew) if u make fun of me cua i say i do chores in the house. yeah, u need to be dropped. grrrr fucken george! i have a party next week to go to and im rather, kind excited. i just nee a really cute top. i'll go to the hoochie mama store tomorrow. lol steno is eh, going slow and it shouldnt take me this long to get past 70 and i fucken hate it. i just have to buckle down , like i always say i do and man up and do it. me and nick have been texting back and forth a lot lately. we got back in touch from facebook. jared depresses me sometimes and i dont really call him all that much. i tried callin him now but he must be busy of sleeping cuz he didnt call back. mom says that i can borrow the car if i want to hang out with georgie cua he doesnt have one yet.. . . i was sooooo beyond shocked i thought i heard wrong. i mean it would be nice but im so nervous about driving. when i shouldnt cuz i've driven on the FDR, BQE, the verrazano, AND in the bronx. i'm the SHIT! but i'ma man up. i got this shit in the bag. fuck. i really like him again. we were supposed to go out today to the movies, but we didnt cuz he was in bk. i was so upset and hurt i was fucken pissed cuz he did it AGAIN! didnt text me or nothing. so i had to lie to mom and say that i didnt want to go. she thinks im leading him on. cuz i appear cold and uncaring. which i am but rightfully so. i dont get my hopes up and he's the only one that i like. aaaalllll these boys that are interested in me and i only like*1* sad i know. but i aint got time for all that bullshit. especially when i dont like you? i get annoyed. maybe im being anti-social alittle but shit. leave me alone with ya bullshit. .. . ahh! fucken georgie and his cuteness! . . . fucker 11:39 p.m. - March 27, 2011 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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