vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Georgie! you rock my socks! lol I caaaant wait until 4/9! there's a party that i really, really want to go to and i *want* georgie to come. and he better come! lol i'm gonna get an outfit for that day. like a sexy ass, drop dead gorgeous, georgie-is-getting-a-party-in-his-pants outfit lol HAHAHA i know from the war that he's more claustrophobic. and i really care about him. so i was thinking about reading a book about soldiers with post traumatic disorder. but i dont have the money so im researching it on line. and plus i have anxiety and depression so i know what he probably feels.... or about a little bit of it. i never asked him about the war or what he did or if he hurt anybody... i try to put myself in his shoes. and i can never do that because i dont even know an inkling of what he went thru is continuing to go thru. but, with my patience (which is verry, very abundant) i can win him over even more, or help him at least feel at ease with me. when we go to the party, i know he's gonna be nervous but i am *more* than happy to just stay in the corner ith him drinking and hugging up on him. the only thing thats gettin at me is that i dont have a ride. well, i always have a ride but with george is gonna be a problem. if i do, ill give him money. (if it's mike) he wont take it, but i'll give it to him. lol damnit. . . i fucken like him. every time i feel like this, i get my feelings hurt and i like my feelings better than him. lol fuuuuck! 5:58 p.m. - April 01, 2011 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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