vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2 entries in a day?! SWEET! I am the SHIT! I want to get rid of Carlos and I DID! My phone has this cool feature that lets me block ANY number that I want! I can even block text messages (I think). He called yesterday and the day before yesterday. I'm so slightly ''tempted'' to call him back. When I mean i mean that I want to know what he wants. Come to think about it... I don't give a shit. There is nothing in the world that he can do/say that is going to make me have feelings for him again. I refuse. Whatever it is he wants is probably sex. He owes me money. Which I know for a fact I am not even gonna see (which frankly, I don't give a fuck because if I don't see him again it was money well lol) but you know what? I forgive him. I do. In order to forget, you have to forgive. I owe it to myself to get on with my life. To forgive myself. with a new start. a new mind frame. I am much smarter now. I'm gonna write a rule book for myself. I watch NCIS sooo much I'm learning from a fictional character (Special Agent Jethro Leroy Gibbs) lol so, out of sight out of mind. God, I'm a slick genius! ;)
"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names." -John Fitzgerald Kennedy Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much. -Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900) The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. -Mahatma Gandhi (1869 - 1948) 7:42 p.m. - March 11, 2009 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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