"I have to find another path. Divine my own future. One uniquely mine. Not a page from someone else's book. Not a fate that begins and ends on page one."

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My shoulder is KILLING me so you all know that means... surveys for everybody lol

11 Layers of Me

Layer One: On the Outside
Name:	: Kendra
Birthday:	: 7/29/85
Current Location:	: ny
Eye Color:	: brown
Hair Color:	: brown
Righty or Lefty:	: righty
Zodiac Sign:	: leo
Layer Two: On the Outside
Your Heritage:	: black/puerto rican
Your Fears:	: car accidents, home invasions
Your Weakness:	: chocolate, hot guys (im tryin, im trying lol), helping ppl
Goal:	: to get better
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up:	: ugh, wat time is it?
Your bedtime:	: wen ever the meds kick in
Your most missed memory:	: my 3-wheeler, my grandmother
Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke:	: pepsi
McDonald	: McD's
Single or Group dates:	: group
Adidas or Nike:	: nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea:	: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	: lol vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	: cappuccino
Layer Five: Do You?
Smoke:	: nope
Have a crush:	: does shia lebeouf count? lolol
Think you	: yeah
Want to get married:	: eh, maybe
Believe in yourself:	: yes
Think you	: maybe half of 1
Layer Six: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol:	: yes! finally i can say yes to this one!lol
Gone to the mall:	: yeah i live there on sats.
Eaten Sushi:	: love it, yes
Gone skating:	: no
Dyed your hair:	: never
Layer Seven: Have Your Ever?
Played a stripping game:	: ha! they wish! but no
Gotten beaten up:	: fuck no
Changed who you were to fit in:	: never
Layer Eight: Getting Old
Age your hoping to be married:	: no later than ,30
Layer Nine: Perfect Mate
Best Eye Color:	: dont care
Best Hair Color:	: dont care brown or dark brown lol
Short or Long Hair:	: short please
Layer Ten: What were you doing...
1 MINUTE AGO:	: talkin to daddy
1 HOUR AGO:	: baking browmies
1 DAY AGO:	: physical therapy
1 YEAR AGO:	: with carlos, worrying about my job and at odds with the fam
Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I LOVE:	: my ipod
I FEEL:	: pain
I HATE:	: pain
I HIDE:	: my feelings
I MISS:	: my grandmother
I NEED:	: a vacation

63 Annoying Questions

1. Song that always makes you sad?	: No me Conoces by: Marc Anthony
2. Last thing you bought?	: a Flash T-shirt
3. Last person you argued with?	: my mother
4. Do you put Butter before putting the jelly on?	: yes
5. One of your stuffed animals	: judy
6. Did you ever own at one time a Nysnc Cd?	: lol a tape
7. Favorite day of the week?	: sat, cuz i get my eyebrows done and look purdy
8. Favorite Sundae topping?	: oreos
9. Did you take Piano lessons?	: no
10. Most frequent song played?	: Te conozco by: Hector Lavoe
11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?	: daddy's girls, runs house
12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?	: basketball
13. Date someone older or younger?	: older
14. One place you could travel right now?	: spain/DR
15. Do you use umbrellas?	: no
16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?	: HA! no
17. Favorite Cheese?	: cheddea, munster,mozzerella,
18. Disturbed or My Chemical Romance?	: how about neither
19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?	: brunettes
20. Best job you ever had?	: chef
21. did you go to your high school prom?	: no
22. perfect time to wake up?	: whenever i like to
23. perfect time to go to bed?	: whenever the meds kick in
24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..	: no
25. Ever been in a car accident?	: no thank god
26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?	: daddy
27. what age is this exciting life over for you?	: 110
28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?	: 1920s
29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?	: VANS!
30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high schoo	: my parachute pants, and my rocawear suit, damn i love wearing that suit
31. Were you in track and field?	: no
32. Were you ever in a school talent show?	: plays yes talent show, no
33. Have you ever written in a library book?	: yes
34. Allergic to?	: smoke, cats and dogs
35. Favorite fruit?	: pineapple, mango
36. Have you watched sex and the city?	: yes im tired of that shit
37. Baseball hat or toque?	: baseball
38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?	: soap
39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?	: wet the toothbrush
40. Pen or pencil?	: pen
41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?	: HELL YEAH! the nickel machines are my SHIT!
42. Have you thrown up on a plane?	: please. hell no
43. Have you thrown up in a car?	: wait. yeah i was maaaad sick
44. Have you thrown up at work?	: i think so, i dont really remember
45. Do you scream on roller coasters?	: HELL YEAH!
46. Who was your first prom date?	: i didnt go
47. Who was your first roommate?	: my sister lol
48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?	: uh, rum and coke that shit was good, but no mo'
49. What was your first job?	: i worked in FYE (a cd store damn bastards)
50. What was your first car?	: didnt have one
51. When did you go to your first funeral?	: my grandmothers in '99
52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?	: i lived in the Harbor since i was 12, and then moved to Westerliegh
53. Who was your first grade teacher?	: Ms. Nietzel
54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?	: spain
55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?	: chris the white boy
56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?	: nicole, no
57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent	: this bitch's house
58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?	: my sister
59. Who	: never was one
60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?	: roll outta bed
61. What was the first concert you attended?	: eminem and snoop dogg 'Up in smoke tour'
62. First tattoo or piercing?	: first piercing is my ears lol
63. First celebrity crush?	: will smith lol

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