vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Update...i know!About time, right?! Aight. so i re-read my last entries and BOY was -I- depressed ! holy shit man! ok so anyway. let's recap. i got rid of Jason. ) a COMPLETE waste of my energy AND time) i have been working for stabucks for about a year and some change. i weigh 176, i took the court officer test last saturday, im sleeping with a pair of (male) twins (shrugs. judge alllll you want i could care less lol) ive reconnectedwith my spanish friends from high school but daph lacks in the loyalty department so i dont trust her as far as i can throw THAT bitch. I hate her sister so i dont hang around her as much for that reason eiher. im failing out of stenography schooll cuz i have up and dont have the fire anymore and actually owe them money so THAT sucks. i like a guy thats 4 years younger than me and we talk about everything and we're kinda close. im friends with Dee again and i LOVE that chick! family is ok, job is eh. i need to lose weight which after the holiday season i WILL be going back to the gym. and the twins that im sleeping with are pretty cool. they're in a 'motorcycle ... club, i wanna say and im invited to their christmas party this coming saturday with phoenix. so THAT'S gonna be fun. if i didnt have to see my old hook-up buddy their (which ugh, i will) that woulda been AWESOME! lol other than that, i have nothing new to report. or at least nothing worth mentioning . but my father's mother did pass away and i didnt even shed a tear. i only teared up in the church when i saw other ppl crying . namely my cousin angie and i love her. lol im more upset for my father than anyting else i was seeing my grandfather for two weeks but after the second week didnt wanna see me or my sister any more i didnt even shed a tear for THAT nigga which i was glad cuz i was cooking for him and i was spending money that i could spend on something else and i was waking up early to cook for him. so fuck'im. also i keep seeing my passed on grandmother a lot. she looks so sad and everything. ive been praying for her, i want her to be happy and see her family on the other side. but she wasnt a nice person whrn she was alive. especially ot my mother. and when i grew up i was told ehat she would do and i became angry. you dont do that to my mother and EXPECT me to just forgive shit like that when she was alive. but she's not. so now i have to. not for her sake, but my father's sake. this kid i like, Tommy is half irish half puerto rican. he can drink like a fish and get really, really drunk. we talk about everything. comics, tv shows, superheroes, video gmes all the stuff that i like. he has dyslexia. and i told him that he has to rad so he can learn to deal with it. and you know what? he started to. he's been reading comic books on his phone and do you know what it feels like for someone to actually LISTEN to you and to take your advice on something?! it fucken feels FANTASTIC! so i liked him a little bit more from that which happned today. ive never tried 7-11 food and i was like no way. hes like try it. and im like ok, so he boguth me it. cuz he knew i was hungry. he really is a sweet guy. he said that he's never had a girlfriend which i beleive. he's only ever had sex 4. YEARS AGO! and im like dude! how the FUCK are you not humping EVERY fucken thing right now?! he's like, im picky. im not gonna hump just ANYTHING." lol i laughed. cuz back in the summer it old him that i think that he was cute and that i liked him. it took him a while to warm up to me. he would come into starbucks just to chitchat with me and i would hook him up with his coffee. he venti dark roast with whole milk and 3 sweet-n-lows :) yeah ...whatever, lol (You win away to a man's heart if you can get his coffee right ;) ) hahah but, idk about him tho. he's got a lot to learn and i dont wanna teach him. but, im thinking, if i teach him, i can teach him to be mine. but it dont work with men like that. fuck it we'll see what happens. i like him . 12:39 a.m. - December 16, 2014 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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