vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 718 Number you know what? i just realized that the only thing that important right now..is my health. fuck the job. ill get another. cuz if i cant bend down for a period of a time without feeling some sort of pain, ill be screwed for the rest of my life. i am used to being physically fit. always. the thought of not being able to do what i need to do, or going back to the gym is a complete fear. it is who i am. every time i think about it i get upset. and frustrated and aggrevated and any other adjective you could think of. i think i just need to relax. im excited about going to see the movie Twilight with my sister. im SOOO excited. and on another note, nessa said that she got a phone and that she gonna call me and all this kind crap. i know that i only have a few friends but i dont need the phony ones with the few i have. shes soo phony. all the myspace comments about missing me and shit and that im a cool person or whatever. bullshit. thats the kind of people you meet on Shaolin. she said that she was gonna take the bus(which is a 15 min ride bte) and come see me. she knows im not physically well. but whatevr. not gonna let that bother me. if she calls ill answer then the next time she calls ill ignore. i gotta do whats good for me. ill get an ulcer worrying about this shit... white ppl get ulcers shit. random convo and my mother was listenin and was laughin sooo hard lmao it was hard.. g2g im sluggish ps edward norton is hot..GO EDWARD CULLENN! lol 11:38 p.m. - November 12, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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