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Do you know who i miss??

Do you know who i miss??? Eric. He was gangsta

Ok. Im gonna give errbody (lol yes i know i spelt it wrong i did on purose.. Im watching too much Madea lol) a history on Eric.

Eric was (at the time) 25. He was a sergeant in The Unites States Army serving (served) in Afganistan (i think) and he was back home because something blew up next to him or something and he got hit with shrapnel in his back and leg. He was funny. He was a white boy. 5'7 maybe 5'8. GANGSTA. AS. FUCK. he didnt take no shit and hed let you know. We use to work together at shop-rite. I was in produce and he worked in the Deli. To get to the produce back room to the front of the store you have to pass the deli case and he would always be working the case. we would flirt and laugh together. then it started gettin serious. we would go out, eat, go to the mall, he had a kid a girl and she was cute. but i really didnt hang out with her or him together. just me and him. the sex was *GREAT* lol he was a really cool guy, he drove me home and shit and everything. he even let me drive his car. Theres a lot to say about a guy who lets a girl drive there car. on the street. he was cool.

anyway i miss eric. i miss a guy that can take charge and knows what hes doing. thats not afraid to tell you what youre doing wrong or what they dont like or like or what they wanna do. or what i wanna do and all that. you know? i mean shit. now you got little punk ass boys who think they the shit when they aint got a pot to pee in or a wall to throw it out of. fuckers.

ps. Carlos texted and called me... i read it and deleted it and deleted the time it came it. you know what i thought?? what in the *FUCK* would i have to possibly say to carlos??? wheres my money bitch?? How come you didnt take it upon yourself to give me money wen u damn well know i aint work in well over 3 months?! fuck you you motherless bastard.. oh, was that too much?? fuck it

10:15 p.m. - September 23, 2008

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