vxxen's Diaryland Diary

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I am strong. and i shall persevere

i feel a little better today. i got 5 hours of sleep today. went to bed at 4 and woke up at like 9ish. i was sluggish allll day. im a lot calmer now. i now realize that i need to sleep re-cooperate. i need to get back to work before jan 9th. if i dont my job is giving away and ill be DAMNED if my job is given away! i worked too damn freakin har! I worked at all these fucken shitty jobs for 3 years. put up with sexual harrassment, awkwardness ( i didnt fit in with the mafority of the spanish ppl cuz i dont speak spanish and i dont really *look* spanish, you know?) i had to deal with shitty bosses, some MO' sexual harrassment(cuz i didnt want to go out with my sous chef, fucker) i been thru some heartbreaking shit that i still aint over. Domincans will do a number on you. especially when your trusting and kind like i am. i may be tough, but i have a very sensitive side when i get to know u and and when u get to know me. That shit hurt me. imy dumbass even dated one. im tryin to get over that hot mess. sigh

ill get thru this. I must.

Warhawk: Not like this. What are you supposed to do when you have the weight of the world on your shoulders?
John Stewart: Plant your feet.

ps since i cant wait for twilight and im sooo in love with EDWARD CULLEN! (and not in a crazy white girl way lol)