vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- still?? i feel like im alone. maybe thats cuz mom and sister are in florida, but i feel alone just the same. the boy who was my best friend and lover is gone. i cut all ties from him when he showed no...emotion towards me. so now i show him none either. i loved him and all that didnt matter when i got hurt. none of that mattered when i helped him and when i was there for him. i know i bitch and moaned about this before but sometimes i cant shake the feelings. i cant just stop. i wish i could i would give my pinkie toe if i could just forget about him like he does me. i deleted wverything about him, from him. i hate him, i wish he was here so i can punch him in the face. i want so much to fight him like a man that he SHOULD be. but ill settle for hating him from afar...for now. 11:08 p.m. - July 17, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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