vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i realized that... i really like the brroklyn-nite. im in love with him, but i know he's not in love with me, cuz it's only about ont thing. so, i hope sometimes, but i dont know. im trying to let go, but it really isnt workin well lol he takes care of me, and i love that! he does it real good, too, oh my god! lol last week i saw this 'greek-a-like' and he did everything the greek did/does. and i didnt realize it until it was too late :-( i called up the rookyln-nite and he came and got me, and he was like, "what's wrong? what happened?" "nothing." "Oh i see that look on your face. what happend?" "Where we going?" i dont know. where u wanna go.?" "I dont care... oh! can we go to coney island!?" "No." "Why not?!" "I hate coney island." "well i like coney island. can we go?!" "No." and then he looked at me with these eyes that look right past you and into your soul, while reading ur mind. that's how deep this guy looks at you, and i felt defeated so i say what i always say when i feel defeated.."You suck, man" "Yeah, i know." then he looks at me again, oh my god. that's the second body part that gets to me.. i guess u know the first one :-P lol so anyway, it's about 10:30 now and we drive around and we're talking, and i feel sooo comfortable with him, its not even funny. damn, and it really doesnt hurt that this mother fucka is sooo fucken hot! damn! so anyway, while we're driving around, i'm kinda gettin a little excited if u know what i mean ;-) and i let him know by touching his leg, and kissing his ear, and most of all, playing with the back of his neck with my fingers verry lightly. i get turned on when his eyes just close and open like he's high. i love that shit! (AND>> he's driving no less!) so then for the grand finale, i lean over and i grab his crotch, thru his pants and i whisper, "Brooklyn-nite....pull over. i want you to pull over now." shit i never seen a motherfucka awaken so quickly from the trance i put him under, and fucken *search* for a place to park. lol lol shit, you woulda thought he was fucken christopher columbus looking for land!!!! LMAO! sheet! anwway, you can say i was gettin a little impatient, because i unzipped him.. *ahem* heh heh heh but anyway, at one point he let go of the wheel, so he can take them off. lol lol i was laughing though lol oh my god, then he found a spot, and we were there for 45 minutes say the least..... ..... after that, he was so tired and my mouth was so dry(*ahem*) that i wanted to go to the deli to pick up something to drink. i brought him something too, cuz he didnt have any money with him, cuz he's broke until 2 weeks to get his check. so, then after that he took me home, but on the way there he was so sleepy i got happy and worried at the same time. happy cuz i could do that, and worried cuz hell, he was driving me home over the bridge! in traffic! 12 in the morning! but he's a pretty good driver so i wasnt *that* worried, but still. so anyway i forgot that we (he) had to pay toll, so i gave him $10. he argued with me, but in his state i won that! lol oh, and he had E-ZP ass so it really didnt matter. but, i felt good cuz i was with a guy that i care about and in love with, and he doesnt know a thing... P.S im seein him this week(friday) cuz we didnt get to spend some "time" together cuz of my...well we didnt want any kids running around now did we?? if u get my drift, so im spending $100, (he usually pays) to spend some "time" with him. but im gonna tear his ass up... i got some catching up to do! :-P 4:37 p.m. - September 16, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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