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nervous guy

im in college now and im so tired. im not doing what im supposed to do, even though im bullshitting. i have a boyfriend now and i dont have the passion i had with the ''greek'' or the brooklynite. and i havent heard from him in 2-3 weeks. and i'm having withdrawl. lol im spasin and shit. and it really doesnt look good that he hasnt called...and i anticipated this. at was born at night, not last night. but my boyfriend's name is.. football freak, and well.... i dont know there's no passion there and he's basically a punk. and i HATE punks, i swear to god! but eh. hes 19 and he's still a virgin. and i dont know... not the virgin part, i have no problem, it just that... he doens masterbate. how can you know what u like when u dont masterbate?? umm, ok. but that really doesnt bother me. it does but noth that much. what bothers me is that he always nervous around me. and i can tell because im a nervous person, (you know the depression and everything, i can tell) it's like, i dont know he's afraid to open up, or at least be a little normal of some sorts. i just want him to relax. be happy, have fun with me. im a very patient person, i really am, patient than most girls and i really like him, but eh, ill talk to him about it later. i wrote him a note and eveything i hope he responds back or something blah

Vxxen

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."

-Anon.

9:45 a.m. - October 16, 2003

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