vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Should i have kissed him?? Wow. i totally wanted to kiss mac tonight. after 2 beers, and his way about him, i wanted to kiss him. i think i just wanted to have someone kiss me after carlos, but i just wanted to kiss him. hes a nice guy but not really good for me. hes respectful and shit. just absent-minded. besides i already tried the whole tryin to be with him gag. and it was just about sex. but i got my feelings hurt. and now i know not to get them hurt again. o well. i slipped up and texted carlos. nothing stupid. just to tell him that im drunk. we always text each other shit like that. i wasnt really drunk . i had two heinikins (cant spell for shit) i almost reminded me that he put me on to those kind of beers. bastard. anyway, i did meet a nice guy. chris. i met him a couple of months ago. he asked if i had a myspace. lol i told him yeah. im on bunn's page (the name of my friend. hes mad cool.) he got all excited lol it was cute to see. hes a nice guy too. kind of cute. eh....i kinda did wish i had kissed mac, though. :( o well what can u do. KB and his bitch came over to the bonfire that mac was doing. it was pretty fun. they were doing s'mores and shit. i had no part of that. for what? i dont do that shit. anyway, everythings all cool and shit. then he asks, "so, kamile, you ever talk to nicole and christina?" i go, "yeah, right. no way." he starts laughing cuz he thinks its SOOOO funny that he fucked up those girls. playing them against each other. i look at him like your a bastard. he thought that he could play me like them. fuck that! i told THEM that that little bitch was playing them! bitches dont listen. o well, im happy..they...are not. they keep looking for someone to fill the whole that aint nobody gonna fill up for them. im just glad that im smart and figured shit out. shit. o well. 2:46 a.m. - November 30, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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