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just breathe

I. Am. A. Total. Loser.

i was watchin tv today and saw a guy that *almost looked like* carlos and my stomach flipped. i am a total loser and i need to be brought out to the backyard and shot. it seems like ill never get over him. and i was doing well. i didnt call him when he calls me i ignore his calls he texts me i text him once and thats it. i am a fucken loser. maybe im being hard on myself. maybe i should just relax and roll with the punches. just breathe and sit still and be easy. i just have to realize that you was in a "relationship" with him for a year and a half. and that its gonna take some time to get over him and everything. i know ill never forget him but i just need to learn to let him go. and that in itself is gonna take some time and i just need to breathe.

9:57 p.m. - September 04, 2008

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