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does he care?

i just spoke to carlos and we spoke for 2 hours and 24 minutes. we broke-up/broke-up cuz of a boy i was talking to which was only half true and now... i dont know i miss him still but now know that he really didnt love me and all that shit and was making up excuses and shut which i felt but.... hes still my friend with benefits! I LOVE IT fuck that. you think im gonna give up a really good lay over some "feelings"" and shit?! YEAH.. AIGHT!! hhaha na but seriously i really do still love him and wen i "layeth the smacketh down" he'll be puddy in my hands or..ha! im sorta kinda nasty lmao god i still love him...

3:23 a.m. - May 24, 2008

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