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fucken bastard part II

there has got to be a man out there that dont make girls cry! that dont have little boy excuses for their woman to not come through. there has got to be a man out there that has balls to do and say what they mean. there has got to be a man out there who isnt afraid to love their women no matter what anybody says (Including their woman!) im asking all of these questions because im sick of being let down by the man (oops im sorry did i say man? i meant little dominican boy who doesnt wanna move up in the world and likes to stay where hes at when the woman that he *CLAIMS* he loves want hm to move up the ladder with her so they can have a future together. a *FUTURE* that he keeps dangling in front of her because hes the one she wants and to be happy with yeah, i didnt mean man) i hate it! i absolutely fucken hate it! i hate crying when i know im supposed to be moving on! i hate thinking about him when iknow im not supposed to i hate calling him , i hate that he doesnt call me when i want him too. i hate the he has no balls I FUCKEN HATE IT! andi want it to end i fucken hate him and i curse the day that i even heard his foul name! if i hate him, then why am i crying? why am i wishing that he would change? when i know dam well he wont? and why am i crying for him when i have a feeling that hes been with another woman...2 as a matter of fact. the tears will stop and the real hatred will begin....

12:58 a.m. - May 15, 2008

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fucken bastard part II

there has got to be a man out there that dont make girls cry! that dont have little boy excuses for their woman to not come through. there has got to be a man out there that has balls to do and say what they mean. there has got to be a man out there who isnt afraid to love their women no matter what anybody says (Including their woman!) im asking all of these questions because im sick of being let down by the man (oops im sorry did i say man? i meant little dominican boy who doesnt wanna move up in the world and likes to stay where hes at when the woman that he *CLAIMS* he loves want hm to move up the ladder with her so they can have a future together. a *FUTURE* that he keeps dangling in front of her because hes the one she wants and to be happy with yeah, i didnt mean man) i hate it! i absolutely fucken hate it! i hate crying when i know im supposed to be moving on! i hate thinking about him when iknow im not supposed to i hate calling him , i hate that he doesnt call me when i want him too. i hate the he has no balls I FUCKEN HATE IT! andi want it to end i fucken hate him and i curse the day that i even heard his foul name! if i hate him, then why am i crying? why am i wishing that he would change? when i know dam well he wont? and why am i crying for him when i have a feeling that hes been with another woman...2 as a matter of fact. the tears will stop and the real hatred will begin....

12:58 a.m. - May 15, 2008

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