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Sheryl Crow is right. . . the (first) cut is the deepest.

i told george about what happened when i was with carlos. i had to tell him i dont wanna talk/write about it. i told him that it bothers me. and that we talked about that. and that said that he didnt know that. and asked if i really did. then he said that he was sorry for making the jokes and if he would have known about it that he wouldnt have made any. but then i told him that he shouldnt have made those jokes anyway. then i think he got upset cuz he told me that i told him this now after he made all of those jokes. then he said that he's not gonna joke about tha anymore. and that he knows joking about that is wrong. i dont him to not tell anybody anything about is. then he said that he believes that 2 people shouldnt bring a child into this world without having some sort of plan and that it's not fair to the kid. then he said that he was so sorry and he gave me hugs and kisses. then i told him not to look at me differently. he said he wont. then i asked him what happens if that was us. he said that he didnt know. and that he's never been in that water before. then he asked if i had it with him. i said no. noe i feel all weird about me telling him. like i exposed myself to him. too much of myself. it's like when u skin your knee deeply to the white part of the skin nd you cant touch it for a while cuz it hurts? yeah. thats how i feel right now.:(

9:34 p.m. - January 02, 2012

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