vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q? for real? i think i may like my ex's best friend lol i know, i know. bad idea. and i know . but it's cool i dont like him like that. but he is gangsta tho. he's mad funny and very sweet. . . . holy shit it sounds like i like him, like him. GRRR. oh well. can it be that bad? it kinda can cuz if mom finds out i like him, then i'm in trouble and that really isnt cool. he even said he'd come visit me which he would that nigga aint no joke. but. . a part of me WANTS to go out with him just to see "his" face lmao it would be priceless. but my honesty, honor and integrity prevail. i am mature and all that good stuff lol but i do kinda like tho. for now. until something else comes up. . . :) PS ~> i'm still having dreams about "his" mother and him. and it really sucks, cuz in my dreams, i'm a punk and i HATE. BEING. A. PUNK. it is not in my nature awake and it DEFINITELY shouldnt be sleeping. i havent dreamt bout him in a looong time. so i guess every once and a while is normal because my dislike for him and his family is still there. and eventually i have to get over it. This i know but still. I have no desire to see him, want him, or love him. and it kinda rocks. <3 i'm just happy that i can go on with my life. i'm still angry every once and a while with "his" sister and they way she tried to get at me. but i have to let that shit go too. i'm doing better in school. and thats what matters. i got friends. . OH! before i forget i realized that karen and bunn are full. of. shit. i invited them to my bday party/celebration they both said they couldnt make it because of funds that she's low on cuz she has to pay her mother back some money (karen) and how late he was gonna stay out and that he's got a job and yada, yada (Bunn) Ok.. . . then why did u go down to sean's shore house for a week if u aint got no money bitch? and why did that fool spend the whole week down there when u JUST got your job? and u couldnt come to mah shit? Karen slept with sean a while back! he hates her! she cant stand him! He talks about her behind her back! oh, well. i try not to take things personally anymore. cuz they (ppl in general) are fuck ups. so i dont take it personally. same thing can go with georgie. he's full of shit. and he wonders why he cant keep a girl for more than 6 months? Cuz you're a punk-ass pussy FOOL! bitch ass nigga. a guess being in the army didnt do him any good. i wouldnt be surprised if he was gay. wouldnt. be surprised. lol One day, i will have a very sweet, respectful gentleman who will treat me very well. i just have to take care of MAH shit first which i will, cuz im the shit lol i just have to pass one more 50(wpm) and two 60s (wpm) the only kinda friend i have is mac. and i am very glad to have him in my life. david gilbert too. that nigga is the SHIT! tougher than any of these white boys out here! if i was attracted to him, i would *so* ask him out on a date. and he likes spanish girls too?! sheet. ask him out in a heartbeat lol ok g2g i wanna go on facebook lol 9:47 p.m. - August 07, 2010 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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