vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a month and he's fucken up already i am so pissed off right now man its not even funny. andre went to queens to hang out with his friend and i told him to text/call me when he got there on sunday. he didnt. i called once and texted 3 times. nothing. i was really worried about him. i was upset. i dont like feeling like that. i hate it. so i dont get a text until MONDAY FUCKEN AFTERNOON @ 3:30. what kind of shit is that?! so i was mad over it, he apologized and i was still a little upset about it but eh it was ok. THEN i found out that he brought his drum set to the guys house. when ever I wanted to play the drum set he said that it was a bitch to put together. are you fucken kidding me? seriously? ok fine watever. THEN i texted him again last night. NOTHING. not last night not this morning. nothing. wat am i ? fucken chopped liver. yeah u little shit i understand that its your friends and shit. but where were ur friends when u needed help? how come ur friends never call u to hang out when ur feeling lonely? huh? yeah u little prick i thought so. im fucken pissed. theres only 2 times u dont text/call back. A) ur in the train or B) ur fucking. asshole. so thats telling me that he knows that im always there or that im alwaysd gonna be there.... yeah. fucken . right. fuck u , u little shithead. this is crazy. wait til he gets home. just u wait. im not pickin up phone calls, no texts, im, emails, facebook, myspace, NOTHING. i've gone thru this before and im not going thru this again. ill break-up with a nigga before i go thru this same shit i went thru with carlos. no. fucken. way. fuck that. im seriously thinking about breakin up with him. i dont need this shit. id rather be by myself and im done. cuz feeling like that is not on my top list of things to go thru again. but hs doesnt understand. at least let me know ur alive muthafucka! i told him to text me when he got to queens. and i believed him/trusted him to do that. and he failed that test. now. . . he can be by himself. see how he lies to guess and shit. see how fun that shit is. . fucken prick as muthafucka 4:31 p.m. - December 01, 2009 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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