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Seriously? Are you kidding me right now?!

im so beyond pissed right now its not even funny. im so pissed i dont even wanna type this shit. long story short... me and sis went to a lounge. about half way thru the night, i had this funny feeling and i wanted to leave. i told my sister that and she said that she wanted to wait for her friends to say goodbye. i really, really wanted to leave so i told her again. she kept refusing. 2 seconds later a fucken fight breaks out across the street ( i live in SI.. u *hop* and ur across the street its that fucken..small or w/e) so since SI is gay they shut the shit down. the fight is over but the po-po is riding around and shit. the fight was between black ppl and white ppl (im not surprised.. but me and my sister are black. i dont take no chances with that shit.) so *SHE* wants to contines to say her goodbyes im so pissed i say in a loud voice, let's go! and proceed to walk across the street. im gettin angrier and angrier. she dont htink its not big deal i try to explain to her in a calm voice (which im surprised i did) that it is best for us to leave now and that i really didnt appreciate it when u shrugged off my warnings. she was huffin and puffin and that pissed the SHIT outta me! i was so pissed i wanted to punch her in the face. and i almost never feel like that.. It was the 1 vodka and red bull. but i can see how ppl just dont give a fuck and just act. i mean i do that sober but shit man. the way she just blew me off like that. like i never been in situations like that. I seen shit that no one should ever see/ experience. period. she fucken went to a white school. she dont know nothing about that shit. like it doesnt really happen. or exist. when niggas see a fight they ...fucken...GET OUT THE WAY! they dont stand there and fucken watch! white ppl do that shit! i was so fucken pissed!! i still am! shit! and she gonna act like IM the crazy one! That im over exaggerating. that i dont know what the fuck im talking about. im the older fucken sister. you gotta listen to me. not me listen to you. when she has one of those feelings, i rol with her. but this is fucken ridiculous.! i should let it go.. but im so fucken tight right now it aint even funny! WHAT THE FUCK!???!
ps 2 hot guys. one white boy who. could. dance! holla and some spanish dude who was really cool and i met him before so it was cool.

2:32 a.m. - June 27, 2009

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