vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - im so frustrated i dont wanna even talk about it. carlos called me tice desperate to talk to me. he didnt leave a message and i didnt call him back( i was in the shower) i texted to see what he wanted. he wanted to know what was going on. i beefed up the truth so he can feel bad. if that shit makes me feel better than fuck it. i know now that i cant make him care or love me but i can make him feel like shit hahaha. i left the ohone upstairs so i wont talk to him. fuck him damn bastard. im angry now but ive been praying to try to let go of the anger. cuz im hurt now and i cant let anything get in the way of my health. ( i love my mom) cuz i know that im better than him. better than this so i have to act like it now... ::sighs:: 12:43 p.m. - July 24, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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