vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- text message Last night, around midnight, i texted the ex 'greek' and we had a whoole conversation. he thinks i'm crazy! lol lol ahh, that's funny! lol lol i may be crazy, but i'm not letting u get away with breaking my heart, a week from the prom, and without an explanitaion. that's a big no-no in my book ,sheet. so anyway we had a conversation and i wrote:: ahem:: me- feel better greek-i dont get you. u say all this shit to me now u ask me if i'm ok me-i dislike you, not wish anything bad on you, (i forgot what else i wrote) greek-if u dislike me how could u care about me? me-... i'll finish later, moms bein a bug ok, ok i'm back...:: :: me-well, i cant just turn off my feelings for you. and i ried, i'd give anything to stop feeling for you what i'm feelin. i hate this feelings. :: greek~ you started not me so dont put this on me :: me~i wasnt. that was not my intention. that was never my intention. :: greek- when your ready we can talk until then... :: me~i was *always* ready. the ball was always i your court. just patienly waited. ha ha i love that song!..and talk about what? all ears... :: me~ you already no the struggle im goin thru. what else could you want to talk about? i no everything except what's goin thru *YOUR* head..and *THATS* what i wanna know. :: ***LONG TIME WHILE HE DOESN"T ANSWER>>I START TO FALL ASLEEP....THEN...** :: :: beep, beep :: greek~ we'll talk tomorrow. im tired. :: me~i know. me too. good night, ______<--- #$%I entered is real name here#$% :: greek~ good night,_____<--- @#!he entered my real name here@#$ :: this touched my heart and gave me a little bit of a hope that we'd get back together again, nut i know it's not. and this crushed me most of all. that he can say something so sweet, and yet, treat me badly. :-'( -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- :: well, kiddies, that was the whole convo. i'm talking to him, as we speak , i tol him meet me outside of school tomorrow, before 1st period.then after that i gotta get to work, i told him that i calmed down and that i brought him a back of cigs..tha'll get his attention so...*sighs*** tomorrow i see him and we talk.. i just hope it's good, and i hope that my heart doesnt betray me... or any other part of my body... :: VxXen 12:22 p.m. - May 26, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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