vxxen's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Holy SHIT, where the FUCK am I?! im feeling really bad right now. im always upset, i dont wanna do shit. im not laughin anymore, i dont wanna make desserts anymore( and i LOVE cooking!) i sleep late, i always feeling like crying. its gettin on my fucken nerves! i hate feelin like this! i gotta go to court at the end of the month. the day before thanksgiving i gotta get my paperwork in order. and i cant feelin like this when im sitting in that courtroom. (maybe it would be go for my case lmao) i dont even know what to do..this shit is gettin on my nerves! my mom is tellin me to fight this. and i can say that im really not tryin to. wanting to try is hard! man, i dont know what to do. and the vitamins aint even working. they giving me shitty shits! o my god! it looks like im going to have to pay outta pocket. them shit run at least $200 a pop. im gonna have to do it. good lord. i feel like crying just by speaking..thats some serious shit. its so bad, i dont even want to make this public...
6:57 p.m. - November 06, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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